I'm bleeding.i'm wasting breath I'm losing.i'm less than where i was before Streams of the last words Cause for this memory Turning, infecting me Wasting, containing me I'll strike the balance Move to give up doubt Sworn to move from silence But reprisal will have its course Why doubt the voices.they would have me stay Begging me to change. they would have me stay With bloodless hearts. they would have me stay They reach for my end. they would have me stay Stay.for fear of contact Stay.and hear other's words Stay.for fear of who i am now Stay.and stand the tidings down All that waiting could havr brought The promise of safety in an unlocked door The thought of remorse for the sake of leaving Left staring at the spaces where the love has been Why doubt the voices.they would have me stay Begging me to change. they would have me stay With bloodless hearts. they would have me stay They reach for my end. they would have me stay Stay.for fear of contact Stay.and hear other's words Stay.for fear of who i am now Stay.and stand the tidings down Something to nothing Everything to emptiness I'm without my conscience here And i'm not sure what is mine No matter what's outside I'm still the same in my head No space to evaluate No time to pull myself back up No room left for rationale No way to reign my thoughts back in Drawn to the quiet harm I'll the dreaming have its way In rest the habit of forgetting perfected Where past faults are given light I'd raise my hopes, i'd force myself through I'd push for all the faith i can In the ways that seem so far from sense If only for a second of clear thought But the reasons for falling outweigh the climb Things here lead me to my end (all i've left) And press towards a simple answer (what i've come to) Conditions could change with a deeper cut (carry it through) Conclusion is a heartbeat away What fucking solution ? Is this all i get ? Another smile. Another pill If this is as far as it gets without a resolution ? Sit back and prepare for the end that will never be (i can't feel this way anymore) Lie back and wait for the release that will never come (i won't feel this way anymore)