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(Denying my reality)

Close my eyes and count to ten

Am I dreaming? It's happened again

Fight the feeling, just knowing's enough

Don't believe it, I just need the rush

Hold my breath and count to ten, is this real?

It's happened again, can't conceal

It's never enough, so surreal

All it takes is a push

My existence has become

Denying my reality

You're not what you thought you were

And I am everything you feared I'd be

My existence has become

Denying my reality

You're not what you thought you were

And I am everything you feared I'd be

Sins of the flesh

They all wither and die

O, open your wings

Fly me to death

Sweet succubi

Close my eyes and count to ten

Am I dreaming? It's happened again

Fight the feeling, just knowing's enough

Don't believe it, I just need the rush

Hold my breath and count to ten, is this real?

It's happened again, can't conceal

It's never enough, so surreal

All it takes is a push

Look in their eyes and it's easy to see

The resentment they hold when they're staring at me

All the things I should be

Truth be told when I'm aiming for gold

There's no stopping me

All of the pain and the sickness and sacrifice

Fighting the hubris, the greed and the avarice

What is the cost?

Is it worth it for all that I've lost?

Please forgive me

My existence has become

Denying my reality

You're not what you thought you were

And I am everything you feared I'd be

My existence has become

Denying my reality

You're not what you thought you were

And I am everything you feared I'd be

My existence has become

You're not what you thought you were

And I am everything you feared I'd be