Everything is in a gloomy memory
The poison that plagues my guts was
born of my substance
it’s wandering thirsty
Obscuring the origin
In a fierce resolution
A raging fire
Revives its revenge against me
Exploding inside me
I felt transformed,
I feel stronger
Then I begrudge
This poison devours bright light and wealth
Dance of destruction taken to the extreme
Selfdestruction taken to the extreme
Is required
Every tear shed will be like,
liquid fire, liquid fire, liquid fire,
here will be no mercy, purging should start
lacerating the skin for a
renewal, renewal, renewal
will body collapse?
I felt transformed,
I feel stronger
Then I begrudge
This poison devours bright light and
What kind of negligence
led me to fight against myself
so violently I slug out
begins a new chapter