Egoism and violence, my biggest sins and only now I'm aware forgive me, mother. My son, you were my pride, my brightest light so much destruction, I've spawned, through you. The ceiling, night and day, is all I see, my only friend grey, brown, white, black, the colors I left if I only could wind back the clock... My son, you were my pride, my brightest light so much destruction, I've spawned, through you. Disruption! Pain! Murder! Vile torment! Rotten hopes! Some things, can’t be repaired Universe goes on life ends my opal light is fading and you will fade with it. Blinded with thirst, never enough, but why, and at what cost? I'm your great mistake forgive me, mother. Under your sight but I always followed my instinct falling apart just as this world, simply condemned. Disorder! Death! Chaos! Vile torment! Rotten dreams! Some things, can't be repaired Universe goes on life ends my opal light is fading and you will fade with it.