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Egoism and violence,

My biggest sins

And only now I'm aware

Forgive me, mother

My son, you were my pride,

my brightest light

So much destruction

I've spawned through you

The ceiling, night and day,

Is all I see

My only friend

Grey, brown, white, black

the colors I left

If I only could wind back the clock

My son, you were my pride,

my brightest light

So much destruction

I've spawned through you

Disruption

Pain, murder

Vile torment

Rotten hopes

Some things can’t be repaired

Universe goes on, life ends

My opal light is fading

And you will fade with it

Blinded with thirst,

Never enough,

But why, and at what cost?

I'm your great mistake

Forgive me, Mother

Under your sight

but I always

followed my instinct

falling apart

just as this world

simply condemned

Disorder

Death, chaos

Vile torment

Rotten dreams