Not Easy Lyrics


It’s not easy, you know, being 19 and feeling old

Thinking to be wise, but wise you are not

When people all around you seems came from another place

And suddenly it reminds you your past wasn’t different

Yesterday I was just a child

It seems so far beyond

Tomorrow seems so distant

But I think will make me old

From childhood to 13 you were godlike and wild

Just wishing to spend your day, wishing to live your life

But things had became harder when you started to think about them

It’s not easy trying to find a sense in your life…

Just 14 and you started to understand your needs

But It’s never easy when you don’t know what it really means

You try to follow your dreams, you just want to fly free

Without the fear of sorrow, you just want to be free…

Yesterday I was just a child

Today I don’t really care

Tomorrow seems so distant

But I think will make me bad

You know it’s never easy to feel free at 15

You are trapped in a self-made cage of doubts

Your wrists are locked with rusty chains of fear

Oh is never easy to be 15 thinking to heroin

Yesterday I was just a child

Today I don’t know

Tomorrow seems so distant

But I think will make me old

Yesterday there was just a child

Today I don’t really know

Tomorrow seems not so distant

I can’t believe how fast he grew