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I'm sitting in empty room

drinking last one bottle

thinking of a suicide

by jumping outside the window

the love I lost

I tried to frost

my feelings underneath

but now I'm falling down

I don't regret this

but I miss you here

kill me

drown me

burn me to the ash

scratch me on my face

fir things I said

I don't regret

but I still miss you here

And now I'm alone

why me

why not

I'm dead

I'm not

so what

do that

do what?

fuck that

fuck love

fuck me

fuck everything

fuck my life

enslaved by words

killed by starvation

to you

and in heaven

I'll kill myself again

due to lack of sensitivity

cause of insanity

you gave to me