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Incomplete darkness

The smell of steel is in my brain

I feel the presense of blood in the air

I just close my eyes and obsessively stab her

More and more and more

This time it's real

I know, she looks just how she has to,

I pull at her now loose skin

Making her tremor more

I see how red liquid runs down her face

The flesh is so tempting,

I dig my fingers in her wound

I still hear her gargling screams,

And spit mixed with blood strikes my face

I am alone

There's no sound

There's no vision

It covered my eyes

I see the mirror

I see the face of a murderer

The face of violence

And homicide

I turn the lights on

Her disfigured body is on the bed

The blood is dripping on the floor

Ribcage is cut open, sharp ends of bones

Are clearly seen in this gore mash

Splitting headache

It makes me kneel as I throw up on the floor

I feel so nauseated that my eyes blacken

I'm still holding the knife in my hand

I lose my consciousness in this

Room of blood