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My brain gets filled up with temptation

I can no longer control my actions

I wait for her in the back alley

Just when she's in my net,

I rush back to my dungeon

And get her tied

Push her in basement

And take advantage of the helpless victim

I swiftly lay may hands on her throat

She starts squirming trying to free herself

I back away as she starts twitching in agony

How could I do such things I think to myself

She is still there breathing, her condition close to faint

I rush back upstairs from her sight

I've never thought I could be going that deep

The impulses coming from my brain weaken

I take a deep breath and splash in the poison

And the hell images come to me again

Drilling through my sanity in and out

It gets within every spot

The ache reduces as I reach for razor blade

I make an incision and

Splitting pain strikes in my head

I clench my fist making fluid run harder

With my head down

I go back to pictures from long ago

I feel the cold stainless steel in my hand

I rise from my bed and am able to act again