As seasons change again
in comes the nadir of being
Joyless in the realm of fading days
Offering penance for pleasures of times past
Nothingness presents as the plight of its bearer
Fading away then it creeps back again
Swept up with the breeze
Listen for the tide and catch its crashing waves on the shore
Make haste yet go nowhere but into swirling depths
Much like the life you lead, float away carelessly in the wind
Cast yourself into its current. Let it carry you to your end
Masking true emotions of despair
a gimlet eyed stare through the tapestry of night
Buoyant you sway with the grain
as another jaded victim of circumstance.
and it's there one may realize the futility in contending
with an apparent predestined course laid out
The path of least resistence is the one to follow
falling limp admits submission to its flow
Though it's unpredictable what danger may await beyond
you throw caution to the wind yet again
on a passive voyage akin to death itself
We're not meant for this - at the mercy of the current
stripped of value and robbed of our will to flourish
For what is fate worth
if not for self determination?
to vie for control
is to defy passivity.
For in a torpid state of mind
one may acquiesce in letting go
Inept in our efforts
a last ditch attempt to swim upstream
a fool's errand made apparent
yet the desire outweighs the exertion
Then again who are we to go against the grain?
With the might of the stream, could it be feasible?