Why am I so hard on myself? This crippling feeling of loathing & anger trying to take hold of me. So tired of not knowing which direction my life will turn I don't wanna be left to rot. Days keep passing I'm just trying to find a way out just want to get rid of this self doubt. Cause I know deep down this is not what I'm about. Give me a sign to keep pushing forward. No longer want to be my own worst enemy. Choices determine pathways. Just hope that their is smoothness in the end of this bumpy road. I know that life is worth living and these hurdles are only temporarily. Brighter days please shine on me.