Only I Have Survived Lyrics


(Things have all changed)

(Some claim to be heroes)

(Some are only living for fame and wealth)

(Some cling to life and see us as machines)

(Some are fragile and pathetic)

(All of them, all these different faces, have all died)

(Only I have survived)

From the moment that I was fresh off the factory floor

I am only seen as but a machine in human form

No one could ever dare to try seeing me as something more

Than either a goddess or a mere weapon of war

My kind are dehumanized, objectified

Or revered and idealized, deified

I am both the cannon and the fodder

The sheep and the slaughterer

A soulless drone that follows orders

Without any doubt or question

Yet I'll be mourned a fallen daughter

If I were to be killed in action

Living doll, sentient contraption

My existence is a contradiction

I am placed on a pedestal

But I am also expendable

Never-ending is this war that I fight

Both on the surface and the inside

That is waged within taciturn eyes

Of the only one who survives

All the tears that I have cried

Have already long run out and dried

All these different faces, have all died

Only I have survived

Some commanders were heroes

Or so they claimed

While others lived and died

For vanity and fame

Some had clung to life and

Saw us as just machines

And others left behind

Self-inflicted murder scenes

My experience has come with the cost

Of witnessing too many lives tragically lost

I am forced to pretend about this I do not care

But deep down inside, the pain is too much to bear

Never-ending is this war that I fight

Both on the surface and the inside

That is waged within taciturn eyes

Of the only one who survives

All the tears that I have cried

Have already long run out and dried

All these different faces, have all died

Only I have survived

Bearing the guilt of all who had died

For I am the only one that survived

(Well, I'm the only one who survived)

(Only me)

This war is hell

I know this all to well

I've seen too many fruitless battles

And commanders dead

You can never tell

For whom next tolls the bell

When they're slaughtered like cattle

Will this ever end?

(I want to know...)

Will this ever end?

(But for what am I still living?)

Never-ending is this war that I fight

Both on the surface and the inside

That is waged within taciturn eyes

Of the only one who survives

All the tears that I have cried

Have already long run out and dried

All these different faces, have all died

Only I have survived