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A weight

On my chest

In my mind

Am I wrong?

Was I blind?

I can't see

The goodness in me.

I try not to take

You for granted

You for granted.

With my flaws

I don't feel so strong.

Disillusioned

I am numb

Can't stop thinking

Who's the one?

I'm accustomed

On my knees

Looking up and

Begging please.

I am torn

Been called mean

I feel bad

Obscene

Wickedness

I feel cold

Holy guilt

In my bones.

A weight

On my chest

In my mind

Am I wrong?

Was I blind?

I can't see

The goodness in me.

I try not to take

You for granted.

Disillusioned

I am numb

Can't stop thinking

Who's the one?

I'm accustomed

On my knees

Looking up and

Begging please.

I am torn

Been called mean

I feel bad

Obscene

Wickedness

I feel cold

Holy guilt

In my bones.

And I try

I try

I try

And I try.

And I try

And I try

And I try

And I try.