---

I cant bare this life anymore

The things ive seen, said and done

The things i never want to remember

Feeding my self destruction, feeling life drift from me

I want to release myself, relenquish all this agony

Ill take this pistol to my head

Finish what is left of me!

Ive been told before the end you regret what youve done but i feel no remorse against myself for whats about to become

I remember my life as it is, or rather, as it was

i tried...

i tried...

I remember everything, even the thoughts that ive tried to push aside, especially now.

I had a existance granted to me

A chance that i threw away

At least i didnt become a monster and try to hurt others.

But none of it matters any more.

Everything im leaving behind is only material.

I wish i could share this pain with others

Maybe it could change the world

But i know it cant.

All i wish is to say sorry, for everything ive done.

Goodbye (x3)

I cant bare this life anymore

The things ive seen, said and done

The things i never want to remember

Feeding my self destruction, feeling life drift from me

I want to release myself, relenquish all this agony

Ill take this pistol to my head

Finish what is left of me!

Ive been told before the end you regret what youve done but i feel no remorse against myself for whats about to become

I remember my life as it is, or rather, as it was

i tried...

i tried...

I remember everything, even the thoughts that ive tried to push aside, especially now.

I had a existance granted to me

A chance that i threw away

At least i didnt become a monster and try to hurt others.

But none of it matters any more.

Everything im leaving behind is only material.

I wish i could share this pain with others

Maybe it could change the world

But i know it cant.

All i wish is to say sorry, for everything ive done.

Goodbye (x3)