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tomorrow has been cancled

for a lack of better being

ihave shedmyself one last time

the empty streets, the grey desolate evenings

i withdrew myself into isolation

useless fucking destraught deceit, lies, mistrust

useless drug addiction, alcoholism, abuse

ill never be the person i was once

theres bloodstains on my pillow

my room is a personal hell

a confinement , a personal prison

the urban dwelling i reside confining my person

ill never see the light of day

tomorrow has been cancled

for a lack of motivation

i lost the will

to continue to fight

my strenght is gone

im weak