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Pain hangs on to a hollow inside

It winds its deadly wings around

And pulls me closer to the edge

Transitory repulsion

One look at the mirror

I see reflection I so despise

Collecting pointless pieces

Of my life

Never believed that it would be

Something more than a lost cause

Memories are mesmerized by the fire that feasts inside of me

My mind comsumed by the burning hatred for it all

All that is beautiful and fair is slowly dying before my eyes

I see life shrivel to ash and dust

I see the world through devil's eye

Black riddles so attempting made me take one step too far

Before I ever realised that there is no turning back

...of a god....

to be one with the shadows...

Collecting pointless pieces

Of my life

Never believed that it would be

Something more than a lost cause

Memories are mesmerized by the fire that feasts inside of me

My mind comsumed by the burning hatred for it all

All that is beautiful and fair is slowly dying before my eyes

I see life shrivel to ash and dust

I see the world through devil's eye

Black riddles so attempting made me take one step too far

Before I ever realised that there is no turning back

...

...

(No, I was not always like this there was more for me in the silvershining castle of vain dreams

My vanity and weakness made me fall from highest cloud to the dungeon of pervertion and contempt)