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Upon the silence

Now there is no pain

Here lie the remains of my loathing

The inevitable fate, destiny unfolded

Enveloped by guilt only to deny what I have known.

Taken away covered in shame muted tongues last forever

I beg and pray to the lord that this was just a dream

And once I woke confused and dazed but free from guilt of the blood on my knife

A disheveled wretch tormented and sullied unable to look at fellow man

Shame

Killing felt so good I love the way she died

Beating hearts stop in the dead of night

If I had to choose

between hell or you

Sometimes people are poison

And hells not so bad

Writhing, wroth and seething anger.

From this fool arose the urge to strangle.

I have trodden through this journey the future of suffering is at an end

Nor beginning

Ever and always

Hate is easier

Ill die in sin

Than stick with you cunt

To death I declare

I kill to hide the pain that I bear

To hide these eyes that are full of tears

Dripping blood behind your fear

You lay there pale and cold

I touched your skin and my fingers froze

I struck the knife without any shame.

Inhaling you soul as it filled the air.

I felt your anguish and I felt your pain

Pure agony Ill make you learn this way

How light your burden is your life is irony

The one you birthed and loved is the last you’ll ever see