Averting my eyes Can’t recognize This form I used to know Temple of god Laying in rot A smell of heaven’s scent Dismantle my mind Seek til I find A glimpse of what’s real Why can’t I let go of all that I am There is no meaning anymore Feed the ego with all lies Hallucinations Show reflections Distorted faces of a bitter end Coagulation Degradation Gross Betrayal at the hand of glutton Sin ridden Transgressor I know I’ve seen the calm before insanity Alone you will burn away just the same as me Averting my eyes Can’t recognize This form I used to know Temple of god Laying in rot A smell of heaven’s scent Dismantle my mind Seek til I find A glimpse of what’s real Why can’t I let go of all that I am There is no meaning anymore Feed the ego with all lies Hallucinations Show reflections Distorted faces of a bitter end It cost you everything to give into the pain Raise your glass Its the last you’ll ever have Betrayed and played by a spiteful unjust god Bend the knee The humor our desolation A dozen locks on my door are shut To keep my evil trapped inside Loud Specters arose within in my head I dance with them Defile my sanity englufed in fantasy Laughing in ecstasy For who I am, now I am not