A hundred times or more A reoccurence Like waves crashing On the shore Every waking moment Uncover the sites Where ghosts wander Doubts run in shadows Cut through the marrow A way To find solace As soon as I knew The recurrent vision I knew the distinction The recollections Ever emerging Forever preparing For what will occur And what may arise Losing sight Writhing back in A spectre Failing in This instant Seeking release Striving repose Reaching relief