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Handed down upon me

A promise and a lie

Theres is a choice I have to make

I'm torn inside. I'm torn inside

Into a dark place, where I can hide

Alone with my guilt.

I ask my self, this question I dread

How long will it last?

Minute by minute

Breath by breath

Counting every second

Is it over? When will it be over

Like a fallen angel

Unto a spiteful God

Living in fear is punishment

Wanting to end at all

Oh..

Clench the truth between my teeth

Until my gums bleed

I Must let it out

Dig into my skin, my skin. until I find the cancer

I have no choice but to cut it all out

Look into myself, myself and I can see that I cancer

I have no choice but to change

Can I finally forgive myself

For all this hurt Ive made

Can I ever forget the past

Before Im resting in my grave