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I’m seating in a small room

i’m assaulted by anguish and fears

I suffer terribly, I torment myself

But I know it’s my only shield against you

I drink until I vomit myself out from me

And I’m hating more all that sorrounds me

Alchol destroys me without mercy

But it let me understand how much reality is disgusting

Evenings lost in bottles of wine and cigarettes

while you savoured the pleasures of the life

Your false emotions in common with me

and your forced communication attempts – totally ignored

I watch you far away from me and I feel lonely

I can’t support it, but I know that you are not the solution

I escape trough the more painful paths

Hate, indifference and alcoholism.. but I accept it…

What you’re proving now that you have in hand that blade

that has opened that deep wound in your flesh?

What you’re proving now that you have been assaulted

another time by your paranoia?

What you’re proving now that you have been oppressed

another time by the things that you despise

How are you feeling now that you understood

that your life have no fate and no sense?

07/07