Watch, now feel grief dance and flicker A beacon on the black pacific expanse that bridges to the dead and gone and past and done and on and on It swallows whole the lightness and vibrance Heirophant violent Violet Crown upon his head The ground now silence Winds die down We saw the waters seize the town Sighed for every island drowned The side of each that is the crowd capsized and breached the vessel proud And we become unknown to us Ennui beckons a home for us We seek and seed forgetfulness on ceaseless seas of errant dust Here I stand before the nightbridge Rising stone to midnight sky and here ancestral vestiges they lie Far beyond you and I and Now this essence Now this question Soul of every question itself Here I stand before the nightbridge Here I leave behind this shell Sleep now for no tomorrow Wish now for days no more Sigh back to blurry vision Time lost on darkened shores So goes this darkness, this fever partner So goes this nightmare, this blood regret So goes this harvest of time's dominion I'll break this silence yet Shame Dust, and errant flicker Hateful sign, nor guileful lie Hide us in the black pacific Hide us to the all seeing eye Grown and gestated Our love and hate take flight We say goodbye To gods and lovers To dogs and mothers in the sky I am become a darkener of doorways My name now cast into the fields of the unuttered I drink again of what it is to lose completely The water of regret Forgot not this sinking