There´s a god who lived here on earth A perfection of love and giving An admired and praised man With clean soul like the heaven´s core Father… I cannot be happy… Although I know you are fine enjoying the prize for serving well in life. There´s a permanent feeling of sadness and desperation flooding myself. There´s a guilty feeling because I could not save you. Grief thorough the veins, dark are the days. Desolating life showing its face…Its true face. There´s a man who become a saint, a true idol a true War hero Cruel disease hit him hard to death Cruel is love since his absent then The world was crumbling While your ashes scattered over the sea Such a pain seeing his wide smile only in dreams. Why he is dead? He´d not finished life yet. It Hurts to remember and even in joys. It Hurts not to have not to hold my god Those days you have raised or when you have suffered, The life that you made…Forgive to your son Just wish you to find me when I disappear from this world Lyrics by The Faceless