I’m losing my mind just thinking of time that’s been melting my soul away I haven’t done shit & I’m ready to quit because I can’t get in any other word to say My brain’s gone and turned on me I’m surprised I still can see & tell a rock from a tree I’m only shades of blue when I’m told I’m supposed to be a rainbow People says that I’m so nice Others say that I’m cold as ice But when I think of paradise I imagine myself buried six feet under & burning far below God’s a fat bitch Christ is just God’s holy ejaculate I’ve swallowed every lie My eyes staring at the sky I hope I bleed before I die But every chance I get I know it’s gonna be a hit or a miss My skin it don’t see sun-rays I’m sleeping away my days I don’t really have much to say I’m just protected by the ejaculation of serpents sealed with a kiss Come slither over & taste my cum Lick the tip with your forked tongue Let your underbelly upon my breast Wrap your tail around my neck God’s a fat bitch I am just a dog’s ejaculate I am just a dog’s ejaculate I am just a dog’s ejaculate I am just a dog’s Ejaculate Your god is the devil you despise I’m cursed I’m sure & I am so poor that I can’t account for what I said I am so lost & I can’t count the cost or recall any book that I ever read It’s getting late or is seven & eight just words on an English alphabet? Is time just mine or a paradigm Of whoever is counting life & death? Everyone is just fine All of this is alright