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I wander this abyss of grey shadows while cursing to the heavens

im ready for this to be over

my dreams spoke an answer from above

years it echoed in my head, for years it echoed in my head

certain to be true, it was the only way to save him

i struck down my own brother in cold blood

I wish for free will to be true

I wish for free will to be true

free will is just a false promise

free will is just a false promise

cursed i am to walk this earth

until the end of my days

cursed i am to walk this world

unable to take my own life.

I've been plagued with this burden of concience

and nightmares of my companions' death haunt me

Wretched creator, i beg you to hear my plea

end my existence, I no longer wish to be