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Sense a condition emerging a change in personality

Routine thoughts begin to be replaced

By a growing change in my demeanor

Previous thoughts of positivity

A once familiar set of disposition

Is starting to fade away from me

And become replaced with a new

Set of disposition in which I live

With feelings of bitter fruition

Cynical thoughts begin to unfold

Molding me into a new person

I have now formed a new perspective that's driven to criticize

Roaming through life on a cynical tangent

Always finding faults around me

This way of life is eating at me

With every passing day I feel myself deteriorating

I can start to feel resentment

From the ones who have stayed close around me

They're observing my own descent

And are starting to keep a distance from me

Stupid But I also feel resentment

Towards myself, this removed being I've become

Is this the way

Stupid: it shall now be?

A callous soul trapped in their misery?

Cold days waste away

As I grow astray

Cold days waste away

I still feel the same

As I grow astray

Cold days waste away

As I grow astray

Cynical thoughts begin to unfold

Molding me into a new person

I have now formed a new perspective that's driven to criticize

Roaming through life on a cynical tangent

Always finding faults around me

Cynical thoughts begin to unfold

My mind falters,

Losing its grip

Of all positivity

Surrounding me,

I feel the need to quit

My mind has grown so tired from years of dealing with this

I accept my home in the bottomless pit

Cold days waste away

I still feel the same

As I grow astray

Stuck in my ways

With no way out of

This hellish game I play

Cold days waste away

I still feel the same

As I grow astray

Cold days waste away

As I grow astray