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If i'd change something

I wouldn't be sitting here

Like scars from war

But with medals of honor

Entries in a diary

Somewhat without familiarity

Or recollection of who this man might be

As ugly as he could be without me

Page on page of scenery

I draw closely to obscurity

Always standing in the back

To keep my own mind fully intact

A day to day fight, like a drug addict

I try not to surrender to the needle

Inevitable process to become a man

The crush under the smallest hands

By the smallest person

Undermining our foundations

As human beings, as personals, as whole

It was stronger than me

It's still bigger than you

Now I'm finding myself staring constantly into a blank

The past unchanged, remains

I must find another way to reach out for my own help

Tell me the story, where it began

No more excuses, no more fear

Me is all I see, me is all I need

What I was is what I am

What you've done is who I am

Break the circle, clash the scales

I am all that is left!

We cannot change the past

But I will never forget

He was me, and I will never be without

It was stronger than me!

Now I'm whole

It's still bigger than you!

Now I'm whole