Festering in darkness, hiding from the day Waiting for the moment to take your life away The only joy I have is to see you afraid Watch the color drain from your face Dirty boots kick your brains down the sewer drain Maniac laughing in the rain Scabs on my face, throbbing in pain Back to my wretched crawl space Life Cessation Death Obsession Could you really survive my hate? I turn on myself and mutilate Without a victim, I don't discriminate With my aimless rage Turn the gun on myself instead Follow the stench and you'll find me dead Rotting for weeks in a putrid bed Maggots swarming in my head Life Cessation Death Obsession