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I tried to built a castle of the lime-tree's wood -

but I cannot find shelter.

It resisted water, resisted storm, but broke at last -

because it cannot bear fire.

This is not my world I am living in -

And it has never been.

You have never tried to understand.

I don't understand what reason you might have

to hate me that much -

you are my hetaera esmeralda.

As dying dreams change to doubt

ungiven trust cannot ensure.

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

You don't feel! But I feel! I feel - what?

You suicide Me!

I fly -  to where I think heaven is.

I die - the sun melts my wings.

I kiss you, you kick me - you suicide me.

I kiss you, you kick me - you suicide me.

(repeat)