I fall In the river of my mind As I die The anguish's melting My heart On my lips Lies the bitter taste of grief As I try to see the light I'm taken away I need my life I've lost and I need my eyes To see you I fall Through my thoughts Which cannot breathe As I die the fear takes over My heart In my hands Lies a book that I once read It's the life that left me empty And sole I need my life I've lost and I need my eyes To see you at the end The clouds Always pushing towards The air I breathe alone My hands destroy my self Here, deep, alone My eyes in tears Suffocating