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I remember still

A scary wounded weasel

"Teaching me the life"

Scratch marks of the hissing

A flesh eating worm

Laying cists in my ovule

Carefully placed

Parasitic pus cells

Growing everyday

Never let me breath

Never let me feel

Never let me be

moving

moving

moving

It's moving

Get it off

Get it off

Get it off

Please get it off

An insulted bird

Threw up in my mouth

Eternal snakes

Of low spirits underground

Gave birth to each other

And freshly dead ones

Crawled into

The newborns' reproductive tract

A noisey abuser

Bragging inside

A patient

Screaming

All day in my mind

You broke me for life

You broke me for life

You broke me for life

Killed the man who I could love

"We love you

Now please buy this and this"

"We love you

Now please sign here and here"

"We love you

Now please..."

"We love you

Now please feel this and this"

"We love you

Now please..."

I got ants

I got ants in my mouth

Please Ma help me

This isn't

This isn't what you've thought

Please Ma help me

No one knows

No one knows better than this

We all failed it

No one has

And no one will see us

Roaming naked

I lay down near my skin

This won't be the first empire we've failed

So long

We all lost

So long

Can pain kill?