Dredging the oceans for a semblance of meaning Glory sought in the deserts of the damned Wasting in the barren veins of the earth Days creep from my gaze as I claw at sand Dear Lord, forgive me I have grown so weary In the darkest valleys I cry out for your presence Only to feel shame. Pestilence. Do you still believe in me? Heavy lungs hang caked in blood Further to oblivion I careen