I am not of this place The ice within my veins And eyes that are as black As blackest night from end to end She cannot bear to love What she cannot abide Cold cruelty blooms inside To poison all who dare to try You stole from their stories Your daughter stole a child You’re locked in the hazelwood And rotting in exile I am not of this world A story not a girl A bridge that forms in me Between the places I have gone I cannot touch her skin It burns with emptiness She wants to cut me open Bleed me dry to forge a door I hear it calling me It whispers through the trees The world I left behind so Long ago floats like a dream The feather, bone, & comb I know I’m not alone And everything is watching me With eyes that can’t be seen Bound like a book i can never read Stitched into me like a crooked seam Alice three times is the story she wove Spun like a web, every thread made of gold It follows me wherever I go