Why do I see blessings where the others see a curse? Tangled from undressing as the dancing gods rehearse Slumber, Oceanus, at the world’s edge, hard by night Monstrous apparitions in the garden of delights When you gaze upon my face It’s as if you’ve turned to stone Your features frozen, motionless By that which you behold Why do I see demons where divinity has been? Sanctity unraveled by the ceremony’s din Slumber does escape me til the dawning of the day Moonlight does awaken me and beckons me away When you gaze upon my face It’s as if you’ve turned to stone Your features frozen, motionless By that which you behold Such violent delights Visited upon my form I am but a vessel I am but an effigy to burn A drowning fawn Far from the shore The river runs Along the moor I beg for help I plead for time I reach for you But nought I find No mask shall hide Your Janus face You have decried My warm embrace A ruptured lung A severed vein The river bends Its face in shame