I didn't want to be sent to the front this war is not mine then should i struggle for ideas i disagree this paradox tortures me it give me ability to kill whoever i want death and despair anger and rage run in my veins ruin my own mind I can not stand this anymore let me pull the trigger to stop this nightmare I have a choice to do heaven or hell i don't like either of them I even don't know in which side i am im fighting ennemies but they could be my friends we are all fooled by someone above us our lives totally depends on his interests I have a choice to do heaven or hell i dont like either of them so i go to my own place of serenity no good no evil i will be fighting for this my new haven no one can stop me now i finally made my choice