Wake up, I feel, my thoughts are narrowing Agony, despair, have I been through a harrowing A shiver through my spine, has taken what was mine But the pain inside, just can't be denied Why oh why, is it happening again Eternal slumber, doesn't feel the same Please, please, don't let it start Cause once it does, I feel ripped apart Cause my life took a turn, I watched my future burn I don't believe it is of anyone's concern And when I shattered the oath, the demons come forth And now I dream of what I loathe I have a nightmare, following me I live a nightmare, its hard to believe That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved When I came to know that I wasn't conceived Now I know, deep inside, something's been lurking Suicide, genocide why isn't it working A tumor in my brain, is driving me insane But the pain inside, just can't be denied Why oh why, do I go through this again Eternal solitude, doesn't feel the same Please, please, don't let it start Cause once it does, I feel ripped apart Cause my life took a turn, I watched my future burn I don't believe it is of anyone's concern And when I shattered the oath, the demons come forth And now I dream of what I loathe I have a nightmare, following me I live a nightmare, its hard to believe That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved When I came to know that I wasn't conceived So sick of this nightmare So sick of this nightmare Why do I feel just a lil insecure When did I find out that I don't have a cure My soul is blackened, my thoughts are impure My mind is tainted of that I'm sure Cause I have a nightmare following me Or is it a dream that I failed to see Been hiding from the truth for too long But how can I do a wrong if I wasn't born If I wasn't born I have a nightmare, following me I live a nightmare, its hard to believe That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved When I came to know that I wasn't conceived I have a nightmare, following me I have a nightmare, its hard to believe That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved When I came to know that I wasn't conceived Cause my life took a turn, I watched my future burn I don't believe it is of anyone's concern And when I shattered the oath, my demons come forth And now I've become what I loathe I have a