(God Will Understand)
Ceado antistes, ceado castus viri
Acerbo-are referre loboro, ductum referre adflictatio-onis
Abdo-ditum proditor-oris, abdo-ditum conluvio-onis
Mersum cinis, praedamno charon-ontis
Still, smiling like a glad man, frowning like a sad man, feeling like a goddamn fool, it's a con game
Cold and sweaty waking from a dream
I remember when the world came crashing down on me
Running from the enemy unseen
Running from a madman's gaze, the likes I've never seen... And the man was me
I remember how this madness all began
I remember doing all the things and working out the plan
I would make them suffer, yes I would bring them pain
I can remember the last thing that I'd say... That God will understand
I remember how they all seemed insane
Hiding behind crosses, in the end we're all the same
Some cried just like my one and only child
Proclaiming all their innocence, sickening and vile... Yes, God will understand
You can feel it, I know you can
Pray for me now
You can say it, I know you can
You made this Hell and I blame you, you made your God just disappear
I'll take your life with the same rules, I'll make your God just re-appear
I remember blood pouring on the floor
I remember pulling the trigger, A dozen times or more
I remember feeling almost sad inside
But the cold dead face of my little girl would cloud daddy's eyes... God will understand
I remember thinking it'd be a better place
I remember spitting on the corpse, one up for the human race
I remembered how there would always be the child
Who'd trust one or more of you, end up the same as mine... Yes God will understand
I feel for the first time, that all this can be healed
I feel for the first time that maybe I can feel
God you must forgive me, I did this all for you
The world left me with not much choice, it seemed clear what to do
I can always hear the thunder
I can feel it too
I can sit and talk of heaven
All these things I did, I did them for you
God are you listening, I hope that you are there
If I get to see you soon, I wonder if you'll care
Will I need to be afraid, for all that I've done here
Will my world come crashing down, do I need to live in fear
I have always felt asunder
Without you
I can sit and talk of heroes
Everything I did, I did for you
I can always pray for hours
And it's all for you
I can make this all seem better now
Everything I do, I'll do for you
I will always wait and wonder
I'll fight for you
I can always feed your fire
Everything I am is because of you...
Glory, Hallelujah... Wash my sins away!
Forgive me father, I didn't choose or want this sin, it's you...You who gave me the sin
Take me, take me... Away...
There's one more torch that's left to light I feel
The most important story that I have concealed
Time to make the final curtain call
One more perfect preacher, I've practiced on them all
But now my friends the final act is here
You've been forgiving audience, my modesty is clear
I've found the one who stole my life away
I'll be sure to let you know if he begs or prays... And if God will understand
You made this Hell and I blame you, you made your God just disappear
I'll take your life with the same rules, I'll make your God just re-appear
You made your God just disappear
In spite of all that's happened here
You made your God just disappear
I doubt if God will understand
