"In exchange for my life, I wished to see that vision again...
However, only the first part of the wish came true..."
Deep beneath this bloodsoaked keep
A bird with broken wings
Lays locked post-mortem
Since post-partum
False life in a cage
Lost in mental atrophy
She wanders in despair
Purposeless subservience
Still refusing to waste away
Rip and tore through the confines of
My mind
Sat alone atop a throne of
Lies (OF LIES!)
Rotting beneath this veil of
Insanity
I cast a shadow upon the
Light
I am terrified
Of what I have become
So many lies I’m told
Stab deeper inside yet I’m still hollow
Locked inside this cage
Disillusioned Fate
Grasping for light
Craving solace
Despising what she thinks of me
Lurking
Between
The Halls
Of this
Labyrinth
I yearn for flesh
Screaming
Into
The void
I have
Lost myself
(I CAN’T FEEL IT)
(I CAN’T HELP IT)
Feasting
Upon
The bones
Of their
valor
I will not cease
Fondness
Within
Madness
Putrid
Vanity
Hatred burning deeper inside
Fetid inner feelings
Clouding countless bloodsoaked days
Clawing into crimson walls
I can’t escape the feeling
Of these bitter memories
(I REFUSE TO WASTE AWAY)
Clutching unto the pains of yesterday
I will never forget
Crushing all who think so low of me
They will cease to exist
I
Loathe the world
(Outside my reach)
I
Loathe this hell
(All I can see)
I loathe this darkness that permeates my soul
Reflecting the inner sanctum of which my hate grows
Now gazing upon the moonlight just outside my reach
Intoxicated thoughts of serendipity
Rip and tore through the confines of
My cage
Sat alone atop a throne of
Shame (OF SHAME!)
Rotting beneath this thin veil of
Sanity
I cast a shadow upon myself
I am terrified
Of what I have become
So many lies I’m fed
Still choking on my sorrow
Locked inside this cage
Disillusioned Fate
Grasping the light
Finding solace
Accepting all she’s done to me
I’ve been seeking
The true meaning
Of every single piece of my being
Far from forgotten
And close to the truth
I’ve held to the one thing that still feels true
Impose my will
Forgive my sins
Close the eye
And then there were none
