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I'm here whenever you need guidance

Here I am, waiting in bitter silence

Dwelling inside these walls forever

For you to call or neglect altogether

I freeze whenever I sense your presence

Bereft of hope, longing for heavens

Praying out loud for your forgiveness

For only darkness you let me witness

I am waking from my dream of shame I fell

I am taking back the voice I once had

I am breaking down the walls of hate I built

I am servant of guilt no more

Take a look inside and see

I'm not the broken soul

You know me for

Shivering from the thought

Of standing my ground for once

Always taking a bullet

For those who are lost

Suffering on behalf

Of others no matter the cost

Worrying over opinions

I may have crossed

You are weaker, sinking deeper

And now I see behind your smoke and mirrors

I am waking from my dream of shame I fell

I am taking back the voice I once had

I am breaking down the walls of hate I built

I am servant of guilt

I am waking from my dream of shame I fell

I am taking back the voice I once had

I am breaking down the walls of hate I built

I am servant of guilt no more