1 And the silent expanse And the twilight of genes And the sere burgeon of Sense And the splashes of reals 2 I blame myself For my deceitful decease Oh, Sigh I am surely not a proper thing to be dealt with You do Somehow I am always occupy somebody's places Not mine But where's my own I'd never told nobody 3 Golden ardour of Phoebus' love Emanation of heat Only lizards are on the ground Only void is inside of me 4 Your claws are in me No matter why You want me bleed You want me die 5 I can't withstand rain It's coming wild like beast I'm ceding up to drench Laving, laving your seeds My pinions I will spread To flee away 6 Dying isn't the gift you got Blaze, abasement and fear Trickling down from lips disgust Forgiveness through tears