serpentine cognition neurouroboria construct entropia self-destructive behavior equal and opposite self subhumerate lower energy state self degenerate this is your only blood this is your birthmark this is where light begins groping in the dark self abuse informs self pleasure eviscerate, regenerate in equal measure self pleasure informs self abuse shoulder angels, shoulder devils no truce, no truce hurting and healing defend and attack two steps forward two steps back the eternal return doing and undoing constantly destroying constantly renewing oedipus complexion self abacinate id and ego bleed together reconciliate this is how the world ends right where it begins vicious circle curves and bends in rhetoric spins this is your only blood this is your birthmark this is where life begins groping in the dark self abuse informs self pleasure eviscerate, regenerate in equal measure self pleasure informs self abuse shoulder angels, shoulder devils reduce, seduce anabolism, catabolism in the end it's a coping mechanism self pleasure, self abuse bait and switch no truce, no truce