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Interred inside a crystalline existence

Outside the fallacy of time and space

Safely erased from being born a figment

But now I am ripped from my shell, awoken

Eyes blinded by the light of reality

Hurled through the chasms of a dream evoken

Pushed into chaos from the serene

My birth was a random error

A horrific and morbid happenstance

Existing here for no known rhyme or reason

A shambling oddity in this expanse

(Truth is expelled

Wisdom repelled

My eyes shimmer with longing

For a purpose never held)

Reclusively pursuing self reflection

Trying in vain to fill a lasting void

Drawn to the light of hateful introspection

Languishing, a false remnant of ego broken

Devoid, shrouded irises are covered

Horrid lies into my ears are spoken

Thoughts are warped by my deformity

My existence is tainted by slander

A horribly bleak, loathsome parody

An accident, irregular and aimless

An insignificant anomaly

(For I can see

The endless between

My monologue shattered

From silence to screams)

Erroneously I was born

From the cosmos I was torn

Thrown into a fetid earth

To nothingness I must return

Erroneously I was born

From the cosmos I was torn

Thrown into a fetid earth

To nothingness I must return

Nothing left but years of hollow grief and longing

Encircled by the shadows of loss and distress

Erroneously thrown into existence

A slow decay until there’s nothing left

In a lifeless cycle of demise

Stranded here with black behind my eyes

Born against my every will and wish

Only to plead to no longer exist

Persistent thoughts become completely overwhelming

Only now can I truly perceive myself

All-encompassing response to feral wisdom

Enacting violence against this mortal shell

For what is the reason I am here?

Was my birth just a probability?

Am I nothing but chance and random fate?

Entombed in inevitability?