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What I felt about me was right,


the truth is I've always known.


I've been looking for a way to be something else,


but, you know, I never believed it.


I saw nothing but grudge and anger and anger.


There was no peace, no light, no light.


Only darkness and pain, my hope is in the night.

I want you to look at me.


Can you see all these this scars?


These are forgotten scourges, but they're still burning, it hurts.


I'm not the only one to blame, the only one to pay price.

There were so many things I didn't say, 


and I've wasted so much time.


I started all this, I was blind to my faults.


I had a choice, but I was weak.


I turned over my burden to them,


and I will never forgive myself.


When everything else told me to surrender,


I decided to change.