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Wake up, a new day's coming

I find my parents dead.

selling drugs implies some danger

is this what I deserve?

Escape, from my old life now

start living on the streets

no shoes, just desperation

this is what no one sees!

I'm devastated, everyday my fear is growing.

I'm feeling all alone, there's no one I can trust now.

I won't surrender, even if I have to crawl.

This is my constant fight, my desolation!

I'm dirty, I'm hungry

I don't have strength to stand up.

I'm begging, for mercy

but no one listens to me now.

My scars remind me

How I was abused by strangers

who didn't know my name.

today, I feel so fragile

I still dream about that pain.

The slashes at my forearms

I inflicted myself

are now, the marks of a past

of guilt and punishment!

This is my nightmare, from which I cannot wake up

No one is helping, they just ignore me

before collapsing, before I start to crumble

there is something to do, my final battle!

I'm dirty, I'm hungry

I don't have strength to stand up.

I'm begging, for mercy

but no one listens to me now.

This is the end of my existence

This is the blackening!

Blood, rage and fear

Twisting my mind

Those hypocrites,

I’ll make them die

I’m no one now

A shadow of my past

Blackened my soul

Let my heart rust!

Fall!

You cannot kill me

I’m already dead.

Is too late to save me

I won’t be alive again!

I won’t be alive!

You cannot kill me

I’m already dead.

Is too late to save me

I won’t be alive again!