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I wonder why I put myself through all these struggles cause no one cares, no one's even there

I am alone! I am alone...

Missing the illusion of a family and home

Each day is the same, nothing truly changes

Am I the one to blame that all this shit just rearranges?

Time is running out, I'm wasting away, doing things I hate just to live another day...

I'm so full of doubt but still I don't know where to go but does it even matter? I don't think so...

It's a long and desolate way through the graveyard of my dreams

And each tomb reminds me of the man I used to be

All these hopes, what could have been!

But I have gone astray, I'm lost within Myself

Another pill, another drink

To put myself to sleep

To keep myself from sinking

Another pill, another drink

To fill the hole inside of me

To end this goddamn suffering

The bleeding never ends

My essence seeps away

Into dead soil, into the endless gray

The are breadcrumbs of fortune along the way

To keep myself from quitting before I've reached my destiny

Purgatory

Or sad reality?

I'm drowning, I'm drowning...

Purgatory

Or sad reality?

Drowning in the uselessness of my own entity

Another pill, another drink

To put myself to sleep

To keep myself from sinking

Another pill, another drink

To fill the hole inside of me

To end this goddamn suffering