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Sometimes I want to go back to drugs,

Revive those moments, I really miss those guys.

I got attached, I truly felt the friendship,

But now I'm 30 days sober and no one remains,

Just the pain, dying alone.

Fuck, I need help!

I've tried and tried, but nothing makes me leave

the ground!

Soon, I will live beneath the ground!

Resting in peace, I want to believe.

Again, I am in the same situation,

Alone and hopeless, I build my degradation.

I believed that with you, it would be different,

But now I am here crying with my dependency.

You took everything from me, I will never be the same.

The love that you pretended to me, it hurts more than anything.

Burn my soul now, and bring me to the death.

You are just another lie, and I'm still alone forever.

You were my crutches, but now I crawl,

And no addiction has been so bad.

Now I am a destroyed man, and you pushed me into the darkness again.