Falling through pages of Martens on angels Feeling my heart pull west I saw the future dressed as a stranger Love in a space-dye vest Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart Beauty projection in the reflection Always the worst way to start Now that you're gone, I'm trying to take it Learning to swallow the rage Found a new girl, I think we can make it as long as she stays on the page This is not how I want it to end And I'll never be open again There's no one to take my blame if they wanted to There's nothing to keep me sane, and it's all the same to you There's nowhere to set my aim, so I'm everywhere Never come near me again! Do you really think I need you? I'll never be open again I could never be open again And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend And I'll never be open again And I'll have no more dreams to defend And I'll never be open again.