My eyes open, I gaze into the sky. It seems like yesterday my future looked so bright. The clouds swallow the sun, I see no sign of anyone. I believe my end has just begun. Everything is numb, is this even real? My sanity tested hope has disappeared. I’ve been chewed up and spit out, inhuman regurgitation. I lie here wondering what I’ve become. Horrified, lying petrified! Spreading like wildfire, the numbness turns to pain. The river of the blood that once ran through my veins is flowing unrestrained. One foot into an early grave. In solitude I suffer and there’s no more left of me that can be saved. Am I the only one to blame? Torn and tattered is this all due to my selfishness? What sins did I commit to deserve dismemberment? Turmoil conceals me, misery I receive. Suffocate, my inflictions and incisions smother me. I feel as though the earth beneath me has opened. Now hell will swallow me whole, fire consumes my soul. I feel as though the earth beneath me has opened. Now hell will swallow me whole. Please consume me. Despite the path I take, it remains the same. (It remains the same!) It remains the same. (It remains the same!) It remains the same. (It remains the same!) Here I lay dismantled. Broken and cast aside, was this life all just a lie? I am dismantled! Despite the path I take my suffering remains the same. The thought of this life is all I can see and I’ll never know if it belonged to me. Eyes drained of their life… The thought of this life is all I can see and I’ll never know if it belonged to me. Eyes drained of their life, as I embrace the cold… Lived to die, agony exemplified. With nothing left inside my existence is a lie. Lived to die, agony exemplified. With nothing left inside my existence is a lie. Lived to die, agony exemplified. With nothing left inside my existence is a lie! Was it all just a lie!? Here I lie, dismantled! My self-made tomb awaits. In solitude I suffer and there’s no more left of me that can be saved. So bury me and set me free.