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All of these things I do hurt the people I love the most

More than poetic words, this is the truth

That my instincts say not to share with you

I'm caught in this double life

It's good vs. evil & wrong vs. right

They're all raging inside of me

And I can't tell which one I want to be

I wish you could feel the way I feel

It hurts enough for me to know it's real

I stay strong but this world just weighs on me

Dollar signs, tear filled eyes, and no sleep

The weight of the world

The weight of the world's pushing down

And tearing me apart

ripping through the mind and heart

Sometimes I wish I could be

Like every fucking boring loser around me

Instead I picked the hard way

And now I'm struggling to keep

This life from crushing me

I've spread myself too thin

& now it's too late to run

Wish I could disappear

Wish I could fade into dust

You try to act like you know me

But you'll never know what I think

Cause if you did then you'd understand

I love you more with every breath that I take