Man I just woke up And my mind's already ruining my day I pick apart old conversations I blur the line Between friends And enemies I just bottle it - bottle it up I can't let my feelings show Evil I've buried inside Escapes into this world Through the lights of my eyes Distort the way I see this world Through burning eyes Of the past Can't kick these thoughts I can't shake it loose And I can't stop talking shit Every day This world is testing me Smash open my head And fuckin' set me free So these days I smile a little less And I question more I keep my thoughts To myself Cause I don't trust anyone